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Well, that was Unexpected

A few days ago, I dug out my password to the long dead blog.  Then I poured out my feelings..just like the old days when I was blogging every week or so.  I did it out of frustration.not sure what I was really expecting to happen.

So what happened?  I slept better than I have in quite some time.  And the next day, actually the next few days, I felt great.  I STILL feel great.  I've been more focused at work, I've looked forward to doing the tasks I've set for myself, and I got a real glimpse of how I used to be.

Don't get me wrong, I haven't regained my center.but I felt it again.  Just for a while.  And for now what is important is that I feel pretty good.  I am sleeping normally, and I'm greeting the next day well rested. 

I'm not sure what this means.  I scribble a few random thoughts and feelings onto the Internet and suddenly I start getting better.  How does that work? 

I don't know.  Am I just in need of doing a brain dump to fully process the things in my head that are all bottled up?  But I do feel better..and I do want to keep going.  Maybe this is the critical piece that was missing.  Maybe not.  But I do want to keep going.

So I'm going to keep it up.  I'll post now..and I'll post again when I feel the need to process what's in my head.  And we will see where that goes.

Also, I'm thinking about redesigning the site.  But for now I'm just going to keep posting to the blog..and I'll see where that takes me.


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